Unfolding
As I look down my path, I reflect on where I started and where I am today. I remember many wonderful experiences, new and exciting people and the subtle change in my consciousness.
I do remember times that I considered rough. During those times I felt that my spiritual growth and psychic development either had stopped completely or slowed to a crawl. I can remember periods of sorrow, anger and depression. I would look outside myself and compare my progression to others. I saw individuals making leaps and bounds but yet I was hardly moving. I wanted everything now and I did not want to wait for it. I wanted to be the best psychic, the best medium and I wanted this to happen overnight. My ego would get involved and pretty soon I had convinced myself that I was less than others.
Contemplating my path, I realize (real eyes) that all this time I am unfolding. This unfolding can feel like it’s slow at times but it is a natural progression that leads me to a state of higher consciousness. Unfolding is an actual state of being, it is a process. I would compare it to a lotus blooming. Slowly my petals of consciousness open up and reveal to me who I truly am. Over time I am shown my center. If I let go, I can feel this process occurring. It feels as if layers of blankets are slowly pulled away from me, and I feel my consciousness expand as each layer is unfolded. This is part of the integration, taking in lessons that you have learned over time and absorbing them into your consciousness.
When times feel tough, and you feel like you are going nowhere down your path, always remember that your Higher Self is always in communication with you and Spirit. Relax, meditate and hold the state of gratitude. Free yourself from the burden that the ego puts us through. Know in your heart that you are loved and that you are where you are supposed to be, always learning, integrating and loved.
Namaste
Timothy
